Written in very cursive script denoting the maturity and education of the author
You just know that things are not going the way that you’ve planned when you just sit here and wonder if you’re talking to yourself about things that don’t really matter or they matter, however, only to you. I am still sitting in my Garrison in Draenor and wondering how in the heck things got so screwed up – well, I know how it got screwed up, I just followed my orders against my better judgment and to protect my homeland. There are times that I question my mental faculties and my loyalty offsetting my true feelings on some things.
I put a request in through the so-called “chain of command” to take some time off since it’s been months since I have been able to get back to Azeroth to see some of the people I care about and to check on things with my own eyes. I know that it isn’t something that I would have thought too strongly about except for the fact that I feel that we have been cut off here in this strange land, other timeline, whatever in the heck they want to call it these days
When I was in Azeroth, it didn’t take all of this hoop jumping to get some time off to spend with your family, however, here in Draenor, there seem to be more hoops added than ever before. When I wanted to take some time away from my duties in Azeroth, it was just a matter of putting someone else in charge of things and I would be on my merry way. Not here, I have to make sure that my Garrison is properly covered for the time that I will be gone not only with the personnel, also with the proper paperwork for authorization to do those duties. Seems like we have more pencil pushers running things than we have soldiers this time around. Are we going to accomplish the things that we are supposed to do while filling out forms in triplicate of everything that we are doing – I barely have time to run scouting missions these days because I am busy filling out the reports for the people that are actually doing them.
I know that we are getting mail from Azeroth on a fairly regular basis and I know that I am able to manage some of the things that I have always done through those methods, however, I would like to set my eyes on some of the stuff that is going on, not that I don’t trust Zippie because I definitely do. I just want to get out of the freezing cold and endless cold where my Garrison is located.
I want to see some of the people that haven’t made the transition to Draenor yet. I want to be able to go to the farm in Pandaria, I want to be able to hold my wife in my arms – so many things that I personally want to do to make me feel that there is a true reason why I am here in Draenor and cut off from everything that I have loved.