*Note: There is some language in this post and if you’re easily offended, please do not read it.
This has always been my favorite time of year and this year would have been the best. Damn it!! Where is she? Yeah, I’m still fucking looking everywhere I can think of, any place that she ever mentioned or I knew that she liked. I’ve put up fliers in every place that I could think of to try to get information about Romy and the kids, nothing yet. I even posted a reward, damn it all, don’t people need money anymore? Where the hell is she? Has she decided that she no longer wants me in her life? What is going on? I am so confused and broken-hearted at this point that I don’t know what else to do except to keep looking for her and the kids – I want them back, I want my family back. Did she meet someone else and went away with them?
I have quit drinking because all it did was make me sick and didn’t seem to dull the pain like it did back in the days before I met the “love of my life” and it only makes me want her back even more now. Oh sure, women think that when you’re drowning yourself in your cups at an Inn that you’re looking for company – I have gotten slapped for telling them to go away now. I’m not looking for anyone else to be with, I just want Romy back.
Fnor has put up a reward for information too as well as giving all the people in the company a notice of a huge bonus if they stumble upon any information that might help me find my family again. So far, nothing has been found. I always knew that Romy would disappear and not be found if she chose to do that, however, I never thought that she would take our children and just disappear like she has.
I even got into a fucking fight with Faendra because I accused her of doing something to Romy and the kids! I know that she has always been jealous of Romy and the relationship that had developed between us – I know how devious Fae can be when things don’t go her way. For Light’s Sake!! I’ve watched that girl grow up and I know how manipulative she is. She’s not off the hook yet because I wouldn’t ever believe she didn’t have something to do with this.
Everyone is under the impression that Romy took the kids to visit in Northrend because that is what she has told them. I haven’t been able to locate he Father either, I would assume that he is on the Broken Isle and I haven’t had time to search that whole place yet – too much fighting to just dedicate myself to my search.
I have been lonely before, however, this time I am lonely and I feel dead inside – there is a difference.