It has been a long time since I have taken the time to sit down and write in my journal, however, these have indeed been busy times. Trying to maintain the pack and keep things running smoothly and longing for the sight of my beloved, Felley.
I’m sitting here in my usual spot in Stormwind, the Inn in the Trade area across from the auction house and the bank. Seems like I always choose to stay here and find the time to try to relax. I left the pack in Darnassus to fend for themselves while I took some time away in hopes that Felly and I could meet in Stormwind for a brief reunion of some sort. Well, it does look as though I will be spending the Holiday alone and that’s okay too. Being alone isn’t all bad except for the fact that it gives me the time to reflect on times that have been or might have been.
At least the atmosphere is positive in Stormwind, what with the loss of Varian and all that still lingering in all our minds, it is still festive with the young Anduin on the throne. At least Genn is with the young fellow to give him some proper Gilnean guidance.
I think that this is the time of year that I always feel more than a little bit homesick for Gilneas. There was just something magical about the place, the changing seasons, the snow and rain – all the things that some of the less fortified people dislike – to me, it was home. Even after these years, I still miss my wife and children although I have finally reconciled myself that I will never see them again and that they are probably in a better place than me. At least they have not had to endure the Curse and learning how to deal with the problems that can arise from that. I know that my yearning for my family did cause some issues with Felley from time to time and I can understand that, however, in my heart, I will always miss them and love them. I do love Felly deeply and hope that one day we will be wed.
Well, I did have a pleasant surprise and Felley was able to slip away from her duties in Pandaria so that we could spend some time together. To be exact, she will be staying here for the next week, as will I. It has been so long since we have had any true alone time together, not with the pack and the responsibilities that all entails.
We had a lovely dinner last night and I am happy that I had brought all the gifts that I had bought for her during the last year. It made up quite a bit for not having her with me for the last few months. Just being able to watch her face when she opened her gifts and the way that she reacted later was truly wonderful for the both of us. Of course, she had brought some gifts for me as well and I will have to admit that I will be one of the best dressed gentlemen in any city I happen to pass through. Naturally, she had also brought along some gifts for the people in our pack and I will have quite the load to take to Darnassus when I return there, and I know that they all will be grateful for her thoughts and gifts.
We even attended the services at the Cathedral last night even though we did get some very awkward looks from some of the other attendees. We may have been Cursed with our ability to shift into animal rather than human, however, that doesn’t mean that we have given up our belief in the Light. I know that it eased my heart and comforted my soul to be able to sit there with Felley’s hand in mine as we listened to the words and prayers. It gave us both a sense of normalcy that we have not had for years.
Ah well, I should discontinue writing for a while and spend some time with my lady and enjoy the limited time that we have together.