I know, I know, it’s been a while since I have written anything in my journal, however, there really isn’t that much for me to write about because I’m not that exciting of a person, you know? Yeah, I do things, however, I don’t know that anyone would care about it all that much because it does seem like they are living very exciting lives these days and I’m just not old enough to go along with them yet.
I did enjoy the holidays in Nagrand with the rest of the family although it did make me a bit sad to be there again. The new house is awesome and I like the fact that I have my own room, that was a plus that I really enjoyed. I’m not saying that I don’t like staying with my grandparents because I do, however, I do have to share my room with my brother, Volardan, when he deems it necessary to bother to come home. He’s never going to change and I know that it is a disappointment to my Mom and my grandparents because he is always getting into trouble – they just have to realize that he is what he is and accept it. He’s got the whole persona down for being a rogue and I don’t think that anyone is going to change that path for him other than himself.
I think what makes me sad when I am in Nagrand and at the new house is that isn’t all that far from where my biological Father was killed in a hunting accident. I know that Mom and my step-father probably didn’t think about it when they built the place but it’s something that has never left my mind too often. Of course, the person responsible for it never has admitted that it was his fault either and I know that it hurts me to think that he may not even realize it. Vol won’t say it was him that threw the blade at the beasts and that one act started the stampede that our Father couldn’t escape. I know that I stood up shortly thereafter and fired a volley of arrows to try to buy Dad some time, however, it was already too late even if had worked, the poor man never stood a chance. Oh, I’ve forgiven him a long ago, however, the feelings that I do have are very mixed about his not ever coming clean with the truth on it. Oh well, I can’t dwell on it because he is still my brother and I do love him as my brother, however, I may not like him as a person, which is okay.
I am enjoying the fact that we’re back in Dolonaar and I can go about my business the way that I like it. No, I am not going to get tangled up with the Sentinels anytime soon, I’m too young, and they have their own way of doing things. I’ll hunt, fish and sell the skins to my Mom’s company in Stormwind. It’s a nice way to help out the grandparents and it’s also a way for me to save up some money so that might be able to travel on my own some day. I like that idea – I know that Kal likes being able to make his own decisions and it looks like he has been fairly successful with it.