I know that I am really sitting here just kind of giggling at my beloved Felaran and her chattering away about her family. There have been times that I have regretted not being able to remember much about my past life, however, I think sometimes it is a blessing in disguise. I do have flashbacks from time to time but they are mostly garbled and don’t make much sense to me. I’m happy that I don’t have my hands full with family issues and things because it does seem as though there is a lot energy wasted in that arena without much positive feedback from the targeted people.
Yes, Faendra is definitely here in Pandaria and I did tell Felaran that and I think that she was hoping that I was mistaken, however, I was pretty sure I wasn’t in the wrong there. I guess she saw the little git at the market place in Halfhill and she ran away from her – that was bound to happen and Fel is extremely angry with her right now.
I am so bad, I ‘m doing the thing that a lot of people do. I’m sitting here working on some of my gem cutting and putting together some nice pieces for sale as I listen to Fel talk in the background. I think I do the appropriate head nod and the occasional responses seem to be working out okay, however, I am not really paying that close attention to what is really being said. This might bite me in the backside eventually, however, right now, I’d much rather work on my jewelry rather than getting involved in the family issues.
Fuzzbutt and I have been busy doing our fishing thing and relaxing when we’re not working on the farm and I’m not on duty. Kind of nice to be able to take a break from things and just waste time, it’s not like I don’t have a whole lot of time in my life now or in the future. I know that Fel gets a little bit upset with me sometimes because I am one of those people that can very easily lose track of time without really trying.
Earlier today, it’s my day off in truth, Fuzz and I went to the Jade Temple and spent a great deal of time there just fishing and I had some laundry that I needed to take care of for the two of us too. I know it’s kind of silly of me to enjoy my cat as much as I do with my little cat. I like to watch him run and chase down butterflies, it makes me laugh when he takes these flying leaps in hopes of actually catching one – sometimes he gets lucky, however, most of the time he ends up splashing into the water here at the Temple and has this look of “I meant to do that” plastered all over his water soaked face. Naturally, I do try to hide my laughter so as not to insult his dignity. Fel tells me that I am attributing too many “feelings” to the cat, however, I disagree – animals have feelings just like most of us bipeds.
I know that I wonder at some of the people here in Pandaria. Some of them are very ignorant about things. Well, especially ignorant of Death Knights – we may be dead, however, we aren’t exactly all brain damaged to the point of being one step above the mindless scourge. I was sitting in our camp in the Jade Forest the other day when I overheard a conversation about more political intrigue going on – I am great at listening in and garnering information. I know about the things going on in Orgrimmar even if I have been fortunate enough to avoid being put in the middle of it. People tend to talk more freely around me because I appear to be more of the silent type of Death Knight and maybe they think that I am too “dead” to really comprehend anything of any importance. Oh, they are so wrong in that area.
I know that Fel and I are oath bound to the Horde, however, our hearts are still very much bound to Silvermoon and the Regent, which will override the oath to the Horde that seems to be determined to destroy itself internally. Garrosh is still making the mistake of putting his precious Orcs ahead of all of the other races in the Horde and driving more of his other supporting further away. I know that the Blood Elves put in the cursory appearance, however, the treatment that I have heard about with the Tauren seems like the fool is trying to drive them away as well. I know about the guards in Orgrimmar surrounding the Trolls confined there, however, the way that the guards are now crossing over into the Horde section is something that bothers me more than a little bit.
The whole fiasco of how Garrosh came into power in the first place has always been disgraceful in my eyes, however, I can understand why Baine has aligned his people with the Horde anyway. A united front always presents a better offensive and defensive force in any military action, however, with the way that Garrosh is doing things right now, he’s alienating all the races from his support with the exception of his pure Orcs.
I know that some of the Ranger recruits that I am working with were voicing their opinions the other day about the fact that we may have an option to change our allegiance to the Alliance. I’m not so sure that that is a good idea at this juncture. They seem to have forgotten the betrayals that have occurred in the past with the same group of people. Even the Forsaken have been betrayed in the past with that group. I’m not so sure that the Blood Elf society would be better off forming this kind of Alliance. I kept my mouth shut and kept my thoughts to myself, however, I didn’t like the discussion or the reasons why they felt that the Alliance would better serve our race. We would be considered an expendable group of people and that is totally not how I would like us to be viewed by either faction. Have these youngsters even given a thought to what happened at Theramore and the aftermath in Dalaran? I think not.
From my own political view, my personal feelings anyway, I think that we’re doing the right thing in keeping our alignment within the Horde, however, we’re taking the lead from the Regent rather than from Garrosh. We have been used for cannon fodder too many times in the past with both factions. If our race is to survive, we need to keep things as they are right now – align with the Horde, however, keep it in your mind to follow the direction of the Regent. It’s a risky game that we’re playing because there may come a time where Garrosh may decide to turn against us too, you never know with that madman. I did voice my opinion to Fel when I got home and explained to her what I had overheard at the camp, she agreed with me at least. Anyway, it does cause the two of us some concerns about some of our plans for the future – we’re moving ahead with our plans, however, we are very guarded as to how far we extend ourselves.
So, while I am making jewelry for sale to make gold for the two of us, I am also stockpiling a lot of my materials and hiding it away. You never know which way this crazy war is going to go and if we are going to be able to survive the political upheaval that it brings with it. I think that Felaran realizes what I am doing and she just kind of turns her head to it or chooses to avoid the thoughts. I am trying to make it so that if another thing happens like Dalaran that we aren’t left totally unable to support ourselves in whatever future society happens along. I have to laugh at myself because I have a feeling that some of this hoarding away of things may stem from my past, even if I don’t remember it. I don’t think that we will ever have another Lich like Arthas, however, you never know what kind of power might befall us. I know that Fel has been talking about going to Shattrath lately to check out the new warehouse facilities there, so, there may be an area where I can stash some of this stuff too.
Since Shattrath is the only neutral city left on Azeroth I don’t think that it would be a mistake on my part to start planting the seeds in Fel’s head that we might want to start looking at finding a place to live there in case we are driven away from Pandaria by some unforeseen event.
My goodness, my brain is wandering around today too. I’m dwelling on the past and trying design plans for a future that hasn’t happened yet, however, I do want to be prepared just in case. I do have a serious side to my personality, however, I do prefer the more fun side – enough of this drivel, Ty – get back to work and finish up this contract for the matching earrings and necklace that I’ve promised to get to Zippie in Silvermoon next week.