Written in very cursive script denoting the maturity and education of the author
It feels like it has been forever since I have taken the time to sit down long enough to write anything down for myself. So much paperwork comes with command and it seems like everything needs to be posted out immediately. Of course, I could take a step down and then I’d probably have double the workload – I do know how to delegate as well as any other Commander and I know that Rangers would much rather be things actively and not be stuck at a desk. Oh well, I’ll do what I can.
I do thank the powers-to-be that I was able to take some time away from my duties and got to spend some time with my wife. Oh, I do miss those days when we could slip away without much notice from our comrades. Times change and we still must live with the prejudices that wax and wane with the political climates that are forever changing.
Oh, to be able to hold Amyn in my arms and smell her scent. Just to feel her lithe body close to my own is like a welcomed freedom that we have never taken for granted. Our liaison could have cost us our lives many times in the past and there are times when we have been able to share our family and our lives openly when we were living in Dalaran when it was in Northrend before the Jaina Proudmore incident. Oh well, those were special days for us – having a home that I had spent years building and furnishing over the years. I still miss that home and the freedom that we had there. Oh well, we have a beautiful place to live together and to have our family with us when we can arrange it. We have always been very partial to Shattrath and that lead us to settle our family there when we were younger – being a free open city, we could live together openly.
So many years we have had to slip around like a couple of kids to find our time together – who knows, that may have added the extra spice to our lives although I don’t know that I can handle much more spice. We have our two sons as well as we hope grandchildren to come our way in the future. Life can be good; however, the constant strife and battling seems to be a way of life on Azeroth.
At least I know that my wife and children are safe for the moment. I know that it is never an assured thing with all of us active in this conflict going on. Amyn keeps an eye out for the boys and tries to make sure that they are okay without becoming a nuisance – she’s a good Mother and has always had her children’s interest to heart. I do what I can because it would be rather difficult for me to see them all the time because they took after their Mom with their appearances – Kaldorei. Yeah, it would be hard to explain a Sindorei chatting it up with them if we were ever caught.
I still have a few more days to enjoy being with Amyn here in Outland before I must head back to my duties. One day I will find the peace that we both crave, and we will be able to live a normal life of some sort and I don’t care if it must be here in Nagrand either. It has taken us years to get the house the way that we want it and it is as comfortable as the house we had Dalaran before the Purge.
Well, time for me to take off and get some things done – I think I hear Dawnglory talking and I wonder why he is here.